Because of all this war going on about i have lost my cousin while he was flying a black hawk at night. and now the military is changing the fuckin story on that the black crashed due to weather or they got fuckin shot down by ficking terroists bcak to fucking weather. Now none of this would have fukin happened if they just trained the troops in the middle east to stop any left over terrorists they could have pulled our guys out of that place but instead they fukin did not pull our troops out even though we pretty much taught them how to fukin defend theirselves our troops didnt get fully pulled out but instead left some of them in the middle east and because of this i lost my cousin to what ever story that the fuckin military has to fukin say about it!!!!!!!!!!

• Me: God can I ask you a question?
• God: Sure
• Me: Promise you won't get mad
• God: I promise
• Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
• God: What do you mean?
• Me: Well, I woke up late,
• God: Yes
• Me: My car took forever to start,
• God: Okay
• Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
• God: Huummmm...
• Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
• God: All right
• Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
• God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
• Me (humbled): OH
• GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
• Me (ashamed).........
• God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
• Me (embarrassed): Ok
• God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
• Me (softly): I see God
• God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
• Me: I'm sorry God
• God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
• Me: I will trust you
• God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
• Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
• God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children......
• God knows what he does.